Miracle Pills

Ah! It's been so long since I posted!

I've been working a lot more, so I've been having trouble finding time to translate the Mano Erina blog, If your an avid follower of Mano Erina's blog I apologize. I will be translating posts I deem as Important rather than her everyday posts, because she posts A LOT. I will be updating with just general Mano Erina news, with some Morning Musume here and there in terms of Wota content.

In terms of my life, I recently got back on a medication I was taking about five or six years ago; I can't even remember. The reason I went off it was because it would make me feel sick, but I was taking it irregularly at the time anyway. Its been about a week and everything between the time I was went off the medicine and now is starting to hit me like a ton of bricks.

I've done a lot of stupid things especially in the recent year or two, none of them really dealing with anything illegal or immoral. Just general stupid things that probably would haven't have happened if I stayed on my medicine. Actually the reason I went back on because I was doing more and more stupid things frequently and I felt out of touch in general.

I've finally realized that changes have to be made. Of course the majority of my interests will still remain unchanged. Its more like changes in the way I handle people; that's the key problem. It's a shame I realized everything so late. I've been called a lot of things and had quite a bit of hurt but it doesn't bother me anymore. I know who I am and what I want to be that all the really matters right now.